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ENGLISH LYRICS
In Neo CrobizonPick me up on a road at night As the lustful darkness conceals her vanished light Of morning glow in the even flow Amplify that intrinsic vibe That my bosom echoes the ancient tribe Like our common ground - The chasing narcoleptic sound Give myself onto the passion Ain't it evil in its fashion Ghost and luminaries of Neo Crobizon I want you badly screaming silence Of all songless birds and rusty violins Corroded sound of the winter roofs of lovers In Neo Crobizon. Drag me down from that stuck despair Old grunge strings I needed to repair When the rain of time washed losses all away And I know I will forget them As like I never knew them I never loved them Why should I breathe their wraiths If only precious memories I can save for keeps? Drivin' down the alley of the mesmerized warm night Feelin' like dark sexy emo sob and call so young as might 41 was long enough I hope it's not the end Bitch, I seem to feel your tiny fingers back upon my hand Give myself onto the passion Ain't it evil in its fashion Ghost and luminaries of new horizon As waterlilly rises on the swamp I rise upon the mire From the utter darkness to the neon new life to admire No more fear and loathing No more filth and longing In Neo Crobizon All Porn Is The SameWelcome, night. Welcome outta light. Here is the realm of nothing and realm of might Here is the prison for a worthless soul Here is the truth once made out of the foul You can talk, honey, only after pay Might be a devil - money make me lay Give before take - there ain't no repremands If you got money the world is in your hands All porn is the same And all people are the same I just take for what I pay - I don't need your small talk I don't want to see your eyes As inside of me it dies Like a fallen star of someon'es happiness And I know why poor men kill Maybe one fine day I will Find a strength to tread your soul and keep on walking Money tells you who you are Money tells you what you are Empathize the rape and murder Odds are you're just no further... Welcome, night. Welcome outta blood. All our clothings drenched do smell with sick survival Welcome, night. Welcome out of light. Having spent your share you got to face denial When I treated you like human you were treating me like meat When I pull the money in you why you ask me for reteat? Always show me the opposite of what I used to expect We are just the broken bodies not deserving that respect All porn is the same And all people are the same I just take for what I pay - I no longer need you I don't want to see your eyes As inside of me it dies Like a rising star of someone's wretchedness And I know why poor men kill Maybe one fine day I will Find a strength to tread your soul and keep on walking Money tells you who you are Money tells you what you are Empathize the rape and murder Odds are you are just no other... Por Aquella Parte III free my soul as I leave the world The universe is dying at my feet The meaningful as ever left untold The filth and pain enthralling our defeat Cause there's no love, no love No love at all And our world is no other Not the world at all... If only I could rewrite our bitter end If I could avoid my turn in wrong direction How has it gone so far, oh, gone so bad To leave the ashes and the embers Behind us... Cause there's no love, no love No love at all And our world is no other Not the world at all... The eld destroys my body, the wisdom slays my soul Inevitable darkness, heights thratening me fall Eternity has swallowed us, le temps detruit tous Nothing I can help and there's nothing I can do... DeconstructHopeless day and lonely night Deliberate self-destruct Drinking shit and smoking light For a random interract Hard restrict to correspond Your height, your weight, your age Stars are falling in the pond And heaven smells with rage Fake accounts and photographs Recieve the tiny warmth Shabby cunts and men of wrath Swear their disposal oath Ugly desperate fuckers beg For a pretty boy's short smile Air kiss and the swarthy legs To breathe love for a while Just a little while.... But nothing is behind their hearts Indifefrence and scorn You don't fit - just take it hard You're outlaw, worhless, worn And life itself stands cruel and strict For the fresh meat priority Your time has gone, you can't depict Just swallow up your tears I bless our death, our suicide Against the filth of life There's nothing we can still confide Can't stay that blindfold blithe Just swallow up your helpless tears No miracle can help Believe there are no enemies But existence in itself So suck the blood up from your art And waste until last breath. Do kill your feelings, kill your heart And put it all to death Unending WinterNew blood floods the earth on the cerement of ice And the confetti of snow keeps on circling in the dance And our bones break in this cold And our hearts cannot enfold All this pain wait for tomorrow That fine day that never comes... Cruel circles that we run always leaving us undone Nothing changed but you were here and now you're gone And no history will teach Only snow white shroud to bleach Maybe not wait for tomorrow As I know it wouldn't come I would love to go through life The way of the samurai Accepting all cruelty as part of the path Every ugliness, like a part of the beautiful, Immersed in a riot of elements, Ready to rip my bosom And enjoy the last blooded breath Sculpt from my being The primordial flower of flesh and blood But I'm only human Stuffed with broken dreams Tired, useless person Dissolved in the snow Lost forever in this unending winter. And our bones break in this cold And our hearts cannot enfold All this pain wait for tomorrow That fine day that never comes And no history will teach Only snow white shroud to bleach Maybe not wait for tomorrow As I know it wouldn't come In this unending winter... Je meursJe meurs comme un loup solitaire, blessé, coincé dans une tempête de neige. Je meurs comme un oiseau dans un piège, comme un poisson sur terre, comme une plante dans le vide. Je meurs sans tendresse élémentaire, sans chaleur, sans compréhension, sans toutes ces bêtises que'on appellent l'amour. Je meurs de l'impossibilité de dédier ma pain, mes rêves, ma douleur à quelqu'un. Je suis trop vieux pour me jeter dans les bras de la première personne que je rencontre. Je suis trop jeune pour ne pas tomber malade dans le vide et le mutisme du désert. Je suis trop fort pour me contenter du non-sens et de l'image cynique du monde. Et je suis trop faible pour continuer à marcher sur les moignons d'mes jambes. Quelqu'un est amoureux de moi, mais je ne peux pas répondre en nature. Ceux que j'ai repérés sont toujours à la recherche de quelqu'un d'autre. Oh, cette loi d'attraction des sexes, l'attractivité extérieure, les empreintes de la petite enfance. Comme une marque, comme un sceau de Caïn, nous condamnant à la douleur éternelle. Je meurs de n'pas oser exprimer mes sentiments. Je meurs sans voir la lumière au bout du chemin. Je meurs comme Moïse de ne pas avoir vu la terre promise. Je meurs comme un homme qui paie ses erreurs tout seul. Je meurs au mépris de la haine et de l'apitoiement sur moi-même. Combien d'années ai-je juste regardé comment l'étoile du berger de mon rêve le plus brillant s'estompe en moi. Seigneur, donne la paix à ce monde. Donnez au loup blessé un sommeil sans douleur Donnez à l'oiseau de nouvelles ailes, donnez au poisson une surface fluide, donnez à la fleur la fraîcheur de l'air alpin. Donnez-moi la joie de l'intimité - la joie la plus élevée, sans laquelle rien n'a de sens. |
AntinatalisticI won't take you to the stroll... This long walk through your life I won't pull you in the cold Rain of missiles, wind of knives I won't hazard anything As it hurts you in the end Let the silence play the nonexistent strings Let the dark withdraw your hand As I will not take your hand They can teach you going blind Grateful they can make obey If one day you change your mind Life will throw you all away No, I will not take your hand Life will throw you all away Better to have not demand Than to never satiate Too much sand and too much ice Let it never cross your eyes I won't take you to the stroll This long walk through your life No, I won't hazard you at all The unborn are ever blithe... Way of the worldNo one gives a fuck about another No one cares of our eternal suffer Love does not exist Clench your fist All your God can do is to frighten Frighten and terrify He never forgives always punishes Your body is sod Money is god Money and body that matter Money is everything Existence is a torture room Exquisite in its filth Be blessed my suicide Be lustful my slow death Happiness exists but in the drugs Smuggle your joy to pay for tomorrow Pretend thay you want me - Coz deception is treasure Deeption is holy grail The real and true is nothing but our misery... I wanna buy your body I wanna kill your soul I wanna cause you the devilish pain and horror For sake of my revenge to this fucking world Rape you, slay you, crash your fucking bones Every molecule is violent In this plonk of uiverse I'm a deadbeat and outcast Got no place in this world Uglified and outrageous I wanna have all the money on earth I wanna be your black fucking god Of villainy Until my last fucking breath I'm not to blame - this is the way of the world This is just the way of the world The only way... of the world... Falling with YouFor another world For another day Nurse this dream of gold Let your fingers play Touch the black and white Step into the night Let Satie and Bach Melt beneath the arc Every cup of wine All yours will be mine As your kisses burn In my heart... I'm falling deep with you In this beauty pure In this sadness true My salvation starts... I'm falling through the years Dark and snowhte tears Eons of pain and cold Now we are beloved ones like A porteat in the sky In the still behold... The Dark Of Blackest HeartFilthy world, the tortured life Graveworm people, stench of lies God of slaves and slaves of god Eternal comedy of sod Dogs of fight ands birds of prey Be cold death my citadel May black hate lead up my way Merciless like all this hell Scorn and abomination Delusion, complete destruction Hate evereyone and kill myself Death is the only true salvation Nothing but black hate fills my soul I want to see the heroes fall I want to see the demons rise To kill our fucking souls and to gouge out our eyes Repeating my curse like mantra Bring up the condemnation Convicted, enslaved et cetera Unwind contamination Hate, hate, hate, hate!!!! Nothing but black hate fills my soul I want to see the heroes fall I want to see the demons rise Watching the universe final demise Hand Grenade ImpulseBlue and white trains in the smoke and the sound of mobs Plastic cars and faces moving by The whole world floating by me as cold and hostile as it has ever been to me Sell my soul for a filthy hour Douchey stranger or a skeleton reminder of my molten past He would tell me I'm not ok And the same stenchy sorrow would stick in my throat the one I can't throw up I'm gonna break this silence These walls are fake, imaginary violence Imaginary people poisoning my days Road ends, the countless breaks closing my ways, closing my eyes... I've been waiting my whole life For a moment of fatal change Now I feel the impulse inside Crashing the whole world to rearrange No mercy and no regret. No! Nevermore! Let'em cry, let'em pay, let it break free... Crashing the walls, pulling the window panes, driving fast as the insane... Yeah, I'm not the same but I'm not insane. I'm gonna break this silence These walls are fake, imaginary violence Imaginary people poisoning my days Road ends, the countless breaks closing my ways, closing my eyes {Get the fuck outta my way} Feel like I'm moving through Surrounded by the enemie's army Holding a hand-grenade... I've been waiting my whole life For a moment of fatal change Now I feel the impulse inside Crashing the whole world to rearrange Feel like I'm moving through Holding a hand-grenade... The Silent OdalisqueAnd my revery so fleet withers in the night of smoke and burnt fat as my momentary sigh breaks off in the noise of life All my passion and my lust intimacy unspent and languor drown in the evening waters of my lassitude The running roads the dust of my survival die for their feast as one would get it all I ain't got nothing but the pain redeeming My blood that pays for their cups of wine I love nobody None do I desire My stealth orates with hundred flutes of slavery beholding void carve at my wizen face My poste restante life laid back to rest for any of my tedious hours... Dead SpacesDrowning into the night I watch your porn moves on my screen silver-bright I see the waste of your soul That reflects the waste of my hope A beautiful face to smear I always loved the beautiful faces I couldn't have known one day It would become my tragedy Dead spaces of lost frozen souls Earnings, estrangement Not a little engagement Walking back tired of all Walk just to fall Your sexy eyes are like my sad music Flowing between the strings Crying among the untold Of something we all behold But never call by its name... Dead spaces of lost frozen souls Years and failures Broken ship sailors We drift just to fall Dozens of alcohol To save our souls for a night or twо Nothing to hold on to No one to say in the end "ah, I love you" No kisses, no single touch Dead spaces swallow us all deprived Of simple things Simple things in life... Dead spaces of lost frozen souls Earnings, estrangement Not a little engagement Walking back tired of all Walk just to fall Dead spaces of embodied souls Years and failures Broken ship sailors We drift just to fall Drowning into the night... March 28,2022 © Copyright: Ardallion, 2022 |
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